Sunday, April 18, 2004
~ 4/18/2004 04:33:00 pm ~
ice river
when i look at him through the invisible glass betweem me and him,
i realised that...
i am actually looking at myself,
he reveal a warm smile to me,
but he does't know,
that i am struggling to hold,
he is so cruel.......
hidding behind the glass,
not giving any happiness to me......
i stood up touching the glass,
he doesn't seem surprised,
just look silently at me.......
i can't control myself,
i want to break the glass,
but he told me not....
i cried....
making a river.....
that seperating him further from me.....
i cried once more......
now it become an ice river that cannot be crossed......
is it the end?
i asked myself....
but i can't find any answer.......