Tuesday, April 20, 2004
~ 4/20/2004 04:46:00 pm ~
Tiring day....
today it should be a day of lots of sweat but it seems the other way.... we didnt sweat a bit..... today we should have mass run and p.e...... and yesterday run have cause great aching........ especially my legs.. argh...... I WANT COMICS!!!!!!!!!! SHAWN!!!!!!!!! today actually quite good.... because never get scolding....... hee hee.... every time see him pass me he say hello but i don have the courage to reply him..... what to do ..... when i have him by my side i reley on him but he is gone now.... i have no courage to do many things.... i lost my heart .... the heart that strive for better results.... better future... i cannot concentrate in class..... my soul disappear when he leave me....now i am only left with the outer me without any soul and any heart.... i am cdied i cant feel anything.... i am already dead.... i am only a corpse that live everyday without any pain.....