Tuesday, February 28, 2006
~ 2/28/2006 12:05:00 am ~
who am i ? i don't really know myself anymore.... everyone i trying to change me into what they want me to be... why can't i be myself... i really one a person who can know my existence from what i am not what i will become... i am not a doll or a puppet there is things i like and things that i despites... please i just wanna be myself....!!!!!!
Monday, February 27, 2006
~ 2/27/2006 07:43:00 pm ~
maths the past Multimedia com the near ahead.....
i feel lost nowadays this feeling is so detestable yet it is so in close proximity to me... i am gonna burst soon ... this revolting feeling is overwhelming.... i can't take it anymore... why is everyone doing this to me... am i getting praniold? i don't know? everyone i just telling me i am wrong.... the thing you are doing is wrong... when am i going to be right?!... someone told me that i like to win in everything.... this is not what i like is what i am yearning for... someone someone to tell me that i am right or i agree with you.... from my memory can remember what i did is always wrong... why? is it really true? i don't know either? telling me off with no reasons.... i didn't say anything... talking behind my back .... i didn't complain...stealing my credit... i didn't reprimand anyone.... even a good temper as a limit... i don't know??!!
In a status of Confusing right now.... still looking for my answer.... haiz...