Thursday, August 17, 2006
~ 8/17/2006 11:54:00 pm ~
Change of hairstyle..... LOL... looks weird now.... Hahahahah.... from straight hair to curled hair.... lol... i cut my fringe too... haix... crys.. now i don know what am i suppose to do with it now.... sob sob :(
lets see...:) tomorrow is shawn's turn... i really wanna see how her hair will become... hee hee :) lol
Saturday, August 12, 2006
~ 8/12/2006 09:55:00 pm ~
Me? Actually i don't have much friends. Friends?me? I think i only have one... I don't like to talk much only with her i think. I think that is why i do not have lots of friends. Actually I can only talk comfortably with those i know for quite some time. I don't like places with a lot of people unless i am going with people i know or else i would rather chose to be at home or some quieter places. I think i really got 自闭症. Hah ha ha. I know is not funny but i really think so. Haiz. After Shawn and i were in different school i couldn't really open up. I feel very hard to be me again. Only when i am by myself or with her i can really feel that i am living not dead .
Friday, August 11, 2006
~ 8/11/2006 10:52:00 pm ~
The only one that ever walk into my world is Shawn. She is the only one who can really understand me. Maybe that is why i can only open up to her.
~ 8/11/2006 10:42:00 pm ~
I am living in my own world by myself from my memory first started. Noboby actually understand me well. I am alway in my own world nobody can come in and me myself cannot walk out. The only person that ever walk in i think there is only one person. So i am always very lonely. When i stare blankly into the air, i am actually in my own world hiding in one corner. To be trueful i actually enjoy being alone, anyway i am by myself for such longs years already. I am afraid to be out of my world that make me feel lost. Now i am lost in this real world nobody is guiding me through. So i went back to my own world and i don't think i want to come out again.