Thursday, May 25, 2006
~ 5/25/2006 12:54:00 am ~
today is sure a bad day.... haiz... my scores are fluctuating alot haiz... i am back with my 103 score again for the first 36 arrows haix.... second 36 arrows only a bit better 126 pts.... bad plus poor scoring..... i think i really need to bang on wall liao....
shawn don just say must put everything in to action so that you will not regret... ok... also don let your "boyfriend" of yours spolit your life... if you really like that guy just go for him is not something bad... you should listen to your heart and let it decide which to choose.. i will always be standing on your side...
To someone who always wanted me to call "daddy":
Actually i still don really know how i feel but i am not trying to be bad or something here by not telling you my answer. but i really don know how to answer you , i only can say not at the moment.i know that you are not very happy about me saying this and i know that you really care... i need time to sort up things... to know what i really desire... a lot of things happen last time and i have learn a lot from them... or maybe i learn nothing... so time is what i really need now... to let everything settle in my mind and heart so that slowly it learn what it really wants... this is the only solution i have now... sorry
don wait for me... i am not worth waiting for...